What was stopping me? Was I too tired? Wasn’t I getting enough sleep? Don’t have enough time? Don’t have enough energy? Is that what was stopping me? No. the only thing that was stopping me was ME.
You see, excuses sound best for the person who is making them. I am going stop feeling sorry for myself. Yes I had my worst years. Yes my worst dreams did come true. Yes I lost too many people. Yes I did go in depression. So what? If I need to be somewhere, somewhere where I dream, I am going change now. I am not going to give any excuses. Those people who left am not coming back. Move on. I am going to get out of pitty potty. Telling ten people that I am sad is not going to change anything. The only person that can change my situation is me. Only me. I stopped giving excuses. I want to be better. I want to get near my dreams. I want to be someone. I want to have a personality. No body is going to hand me anything. I am going to earn it. I got my beast mode on. Its game on.
I got a problem with my life, I got a problem about my environment, I am going to do something about it. I am going to use every resource I have, everything my father and friends going to provide . I am going to use it. Can’t let their efforts go in vain.
I recognised the excuses I made are lies. What stop the lies? THE TRUTH. The truth is, I got the potential. I got the time. I got the energy. I have skills. I got determination. I have the support. I am going to use it all.
Everything in life begins with challenge. There is no such thing like tomorrow .I have got today. Till the end of day, I am going to do everything that takes me one step near my success. It’s my grind season.
I want to work and have fun too, I will do both. I will work at night. I want to spend three hours with people I love I will, but I’ll make sure it won’t have adverse effect on my success. It’s not that hard if you really want to taste what success is. all you need to do is be successful as bad as you want to breathe. I got faith. I am coming for everything they said I cannot do !
Love and hugs