Birthday letter to my mom in heaven❤️

Dearest Aai,

Happiest Birthday to the most important human in my life.❤️ I want to take a moment to remember you, and cherish everything you brought into my life!

I love you so much. Without you, I would never be here where I am right now(quite literally). You have been my biggest inspiration for all twenty years of my life. You were so strong, so compassionate and so incredibly generous. There are so many good things I can say about you, the list would go on forever. Right now, I am missing you and I wanted to take a moment and say, “THANK YOU!”

Thank you for being you and for all the special things you did for me, because believe me you did a lot. I never gave you enough credit for how much you did for me and our family . You are still the backbone of our family and without you , our home would have just fell apart. You did everything humanly possible for an individual to do for her family. You never missed the opportunity to care for us or support any of us. Thank you for hot dinners and all he efforts you took while I was busy swimming. I cannot imagine a better multi-tasker than you! I am forever grateful for all of it and even though I know I could never repay you, I am going to do my best to be the woman you always imagined me to be.

I love you for giving me life, though it seems hard to live sometimes, you should know I would never give up. I love you for sacrificing so much just so that I will have everything. You are my role model and my best friend. I am pretty sure, wherever you are, you are my number one fan and support me like no one else ever will. I love you for listening to my non stop complaints, crying and laughters! Even from heaven, you never fail to continuously offer me your guidance and advice whenever I feel hopeless. I love you for loving me unconditionally even when I did not deserve your love and care.

I am so blessed to have been raised by you. I am so blessed that I have such a strong and compassionate person to look up to. You unknowingly make me want to be a better person every single day. You are my strength and also my weakness.

I can only strive and hope that I grow up to be half as an incredible woman as you are. You deserved so much more and I cannot express enough that how much you are missed every single moment of my life. I hope one day I become capable to pay back for all that you sacrificed just so I’ll have an amazing future. But for right now, right here, I will just say this, “I love you and I cannot thank you enough. I hope you have the best birthday up there. Keep looking down at me and I hope one day you will be proud of who I have become.”

Your little girl❤️

Hugs and kisses!!